Well, as most of you know my life is absolutely crazy and I rarely find time for me at all! For example it has been over a month since I have had the time to even think about blogging! I have always had one outlet and it is also pretty much the way to my soul! MUSIC!!! I will listen to any kind of music as long as the lyrics actually have meaning! I cannot stand the songs that are completely meaningless and have absolutely no point to them at all!!!
Ever since a young age I would just listen to music constantly just to hear the words. I am very good at finding a song for almost every situation in my life and it is basically a major stress reliever for me. If it weren't for music I seriously don't know who or where I would be in life. All 4 of my children have their own songs as well....Amanda's is "in my daughters eyes" by Martina McBride, Sky's Song is "I'll stand by you", my boys songs are "baby" by Brittney Spears and a few others....
Several people including my fiance and several of my ex's and friends know that the true and honest way to get to me and into my heart is through music. They have found songs that have both broken my heart into a million pieces and also made their way into my heart so deep that they will stay there forever. I even have a binder that is full of the lyrics i have actually written out by hand of the songs that have meant the most to me throughout my life.
For those of you who don't know me personally, there are parts of my life that I don't tell anyone about because in all reality I have had a rough life and am actually grateful for some of it because those horrible things that happened to me have made me the person that I am today! They have made me a mother that is determined to give my children all that I possibly can (I basically spoil the hell out of them which isn't always a good thing), they have made me always want to be able to stand on my own two feet without having to rely on someone else, and they have taught me life lessons that some people will never have to learn. And of course with almost every one of these personal situations I have been able to find a song or songs that have helped me get through them without losing my mind.
I'm sorry if this blog is kind of all over the place but all of my kids woke up from their naps as I was just started and are insisting on being in my lap and trying to type for me....lol....that and I am just naturally scatter brained!! Well, time to get off of this computer and clean up, bathe kids, and get ready for work....yay for me!!! I will probably continue this blog at a different time when kids aren't distracting me every 2 seconds and hitting every key they possibly can!!!!!!
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