Introduction!

Well, I started a blog on a different site and decided that I didnt like it too much.  I have a friend that has her blog on this site and absolutly love it.  She is actually the one that inspired me to blog in the first place!  Her blog is Holdin' Holden.  If you are a parent I would definitly recomend checking it out!  Thanks girl for giving me a way to vent while getting other peoples opinions at the same time! 

Now as for my life.... I am a 29 year old mother of 4 children that are all 7 and under! 

First there is my little angel Amanda Jewel!  She is 7 years old and her DOB is 6/18/04.  She changed my life more then anything else!  I was in a bad place in my life when I got pregnant with her.  She changed me by getting me out of the hard drugs that I was deep into and making me refocus and straighten out my priorities!  I was told that I would never have children so she was more then a surprise!  This is why her middle name is Jewel...she is my precious little Jewel and always will be!  She is 7 going on 17 of course and is starting to think that she knows more then me....but at the same time I love her with every ounce of my heart!!!

Second is my crazy and insane little princess, Patricia "Sky"!  She is about to be 4 years old on 1/5/12.  Before I found out I was pregnant with her I was told that I needed a hysterectomy.  Needless to say when they called me to see why I missed my appointment to finalize everything I cussed them out stating how I was already pregnant and how that doctor could take his degree and shove it up it ass!  Sky can keep you entertained for hours at a time!  She says and does things that just make a person say OMG...that was the cutest but weirdest thing I have ever seen in my life!!!  She is also way to damn smart for her little age and understands way way way too much!!!!

Next are my 2 handsome little boys!!!  Ian and I decided to actually try to have a baby boy!  I didnt know if we would be lucky enough to get pregnant again, let alone get the little boy that we wanted.  Well, needless to say we got 2 of them and luckily for us they are both boys!!!! They were born on 9/23/09!!  First there was Rodney "Kage", and then out came Charles "Anthony"!!  They are the 2 most precious and lovable little boys ever!  I seriously didnt know how in the hell I was going to take care of 2 babies at one time (sometimes still wonder to this day!) but im making it happen!  Even though they are twins they are completely different!  Kage is quiet, lovable, and definitly a momma's boy but beyond sneaky!!! Tony is loud, crazy, and beyond a momma's boy too!

When you put all 4 of them together you never know what your going to get or what they are going to get into!  I love all 4 of them more then anything on this earth even though they drive me absolutly bat shit crazy sometimes!!  I have no clue where I would be without them and am glad that I never have to find out!!!  I am also greatful to their daddy and my fiance Ian for blessing me with all of them over the last 10 years of us being together!